You know what..

maybe I am a screw up. One big screw up. I just so happened to screw up a relationship that was probably the best thing for me. I can never seem to do things the right way anymore. I am so insecure & lonely. People want me to just trust them and let them into my heart but my heart says otherwise. Instead, I will do anything & everything to just keep pushing every single great person, and great thing away from me until I can learn to accept love again & it’s many joyous feelings & emotional hold. I am sorry to everyone that I have hurt. Just know, it was not my intentions to cause so much damage. - Confused Teenager